So I haven't had much sleep lately, and getting ready to go back to work... I'm just generally exhausted.
I didn't get a chance to go through a bunch more diaper bags last night. Maybe I'll stroll through a couple more pages tonight.
So yes, I have another job. It's really bitter sweet however. It's making less than I was at my last job. 16K in fact, which is quite painful. It's actually making less than what I STARTED my last job at 5 years ago. The more I sit here and think about it, the more frustrated I get. I can't believe I'm leaving my baby for that kind of money. But I feel like I didn't have much of a choice. I told my spousal unit about the opportunity, and he's pretty hell bent on me working. I do need health insurance, which is a nice perk of having a job. Apparently gay couples can get insured, but couples living together and having a child together, but not legally bound in a marriage can't get eachother insurance. Honestly, it's bullshit! So yes, I'm starting mid month. I think I'm just going to sit here this evening and be depressed about the fact the babysitter will have ~8 hours with my baby, and I'll only have 4 hours a day to bond with her.
Again.... I can't believe I'm leaving her for that kind of money....